November rain

3:30 am

It’s raining cats and dogs.

We lost power. That’s Karachi for you.

Been talking to her. She’s going through this pre-marriage depression phase that I guess every girl does. Comforted her. Told her everything will be all right. Told her I was with her. She felt better. Hope it stays that way.

Hung up the phone and been sleepless since then. Thinking about random stuff. Life is funny. The best way to deal with life is that you don’t deal with it. Life never takes you serious. You want to do something and it becomes hard. So why take life so serious? It has to pass and it will pass. If you hold on to something then you won’t be able to do anything, and your life will pass. So just let things go and move on. Just do whatever you want to do. People will slow you down, but they can’t stop you, unless you stop yourself because of people.

Been thinking about how I spent my life so far. I think it’s not too bad. Though it could have been much better, but it’s going good. Of course, I was slowed down by people, but I never stopped. I am still going. I know I am a few years late in few things, but better late than never. I still have plenty of time to persue my yet to be accomplished dreams. I won’t stop, I know that much. Even if I go at snail’s pace, I will keep moving.

I am over optimistic, ain’t I? I like it that way. It helps me try out things that people can only think about. Even if I am unable to do everything, I don’t reget trying. I do regret things that I never did. The worst kind of regret is the regret of not doing something that you really wanted to do.

My thoughts were interrupted by power breakdown. And then the sound of rain. November rain. Cold and harsh.

Seems to have stopped by now.

I can’t go online. My phoneline has become noisy due to rain. It won’t connect.

I don’t know how and when I will be able to post this.

~When I look into your eyes, I can see a love restrained. But darling when I hold you, don’t you know I feel the same. Nothing lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change. And it’s hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain…

If you want to love me, then darling don’t refrain. Or I’ll just end up walking in the cold November rain.~