3:30 am
It’s raining cats and dogs.
We lost power. That’s Karachi for you.
Been talking to her. She’s going through this pre-marriage depression phase that I guess every girl does. Comforted her. Told her everything will be all right. Told her I was with her. She felt better. Hope it stays that way.
Hung up the phone and been sleepless since then. Thinking about random stuff. Life is funny. The best way to deal with life is that you don’t deal with it. Life never takes you serious. You want to do something and it becomes hard. So why take life so serious? It has to pass and it will pass. If you hold on to something then you won’t be able to do anything, and your life will pass. So just let things go and move on. Just do whatever you want to do. People will slow you down, but they can’t stop you, unless you stop yourself because of people.
Been thinking about how I spent my life so far. I think it’s not too bad. Though it could have been much better, but it’s going good. Of course, I was slowed down by people, but I never stopped. I am still going. I know I am a few years late in few things, but better late than never. I still have plenty of time to persue my yet to be accomplished dreams. I won’t stop, I know that much. Even if I go at snail’s pace, I will keep moving.
I am over optimistic, ain’t I? I like it that way. It helps me try out things that people can only think about. Even if I am unable to do everything, I don’t reget trying. I do regret things that I never did. The worst kind of regret is the regret of not doing something that you really wanted to do.
My thoughts were interrupted by power breakdown. And then the sound of rain. November rain. Cold and harsh.
Seems to have stopped by now.
I can’t go online. My phoneline has become noisy due to rain. It won’t connect.
I don’t know how and when I will be able to post this.
~When I look into your eyes, I can see a love restrained. But darling when I hold you, don’t you know I feel the same. Nothing lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change. And it’s hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain…
If you want to love me, then darling don’t refrain. Or I’ll just end up walking in the cold November rain.~
i love the way your simple writing style conveys the message so strongly!
I have been trying to deal with life, but to no avail….and now I dont deal with it anymore and i believe it will take care of itself!
love the song man…
pre-marriage depresssion!!! that is so whacked sometimes! believe you me, i know what your going thru :p
dont think about life too much though, it’ll just make ur head hurt :p
At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking I could never live without you
By my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you’ve done me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to get along
And so you’re back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you
Here without that look upon your face
I should have changed my fuckin’ lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I had had know for just one second
You’d be back to bother me
Well now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you’re not welcome anymore
Weren’t you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumple?
Did you think I’d lay down and die?
Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As Long as I know how to love,
I know I’ll be alive
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah
It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I’m trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry,
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I’m not that stupid little person
Still in love with you
And so you thought you’d just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I’m saving all my lovin’
For someone whose lovin’ me
Well now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you’re not welcome anymore
Weren’t you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I’d crumple?
Did you think I’d lay down and die?
Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As long as I know how to love,
I know I’ll be alive
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah
Oh no
I think its about time to flip CD.
i don’t want to read about your simpleton life! enough is enough. hum tum.