At a crossroads

It’s one of those times again. I am going through a dilemma. No it’s not about buying a new cell phone or anything else materialistic, I’ve hardly stressed myself for anything that money can buy. I am just confused about life in general. I usually don’t take life very seriously and deal with things as they come, but sometimes, I wonder what I am doing with my life and in which direction I am supposed to go. I am not quite worried about my career. It’s being taken care of. I see myself at a pretty good position few years down the road. It’s kind of hard to explain. I am confused about where to live for the rest of my life. I love Karachi but it has its problems. I know I can’t live here forever. I miss USA at times but it has got its own problems. It’s not easy living in the States if you want to stick to your culture, or anywhere in Europre, for that matter. UAE sounds good but deep inside my heart I don’t have a good feeling about living in an Emirate. I want to live with my family, parents, to be more specific, as that’s all the family I got right now, but I also want to live an independent life with no restrictions and no one to question me. These, and many other questions are echoing in my mind and as a result I haven’t been in the best of my moods for a couple of days. I know this feeling won’t last long. I will end up saying do heck with all that, will deal with it when the time comes. It’s really not worth messing up my mind on all these things. Hmm, so, back to the old question… Sony Ericsson W810i or Nokia 3250?